Talk Jedi to me.

B. / 24 & 8/12ths years old / California.

A woman once told me to put a fork in my bra so as to have quick access to it in order to stab men who try to touch me inappropriately.
So now I keep a fork in my bra at all times.

My father health is failing him again, I guess his kidney function is at 5%. His family is trying to give me a difficult time about not going to visit him, like they’ve forgotten that he’s had 2 years since the last he almost died to try and get me back into his life. He hasn’t even tried to contact me. Not once.

I don’t hate him, I have no anger towards him, but… he broke my heart. And I just don’t have anything left to give him. I know that seems selfish, and trust me I do feel selfish, but I can’t keep going through that with him and I gave him several chances against my better judgement and I can’t anymore.

So I’m not.