My body is hating me today.. everything hurts. I can’t wait to go home, vape, and rest. My whole routine got thrown off last week, it’s going to take at least 2 weeks to feel better because of that. I have too many triggers for migraines and fibro.
Deep breaths, ice water, weed, and lots of rest. That’s all I need.
My cousin says that when people start up drama. Both of my awesome cousins went home today, I’m totally bummed.
It’s been a pretty rough two weeks.. they made things so much easier by just being here. It’s all starting to sink now, first my father’s death and now the fear that any day I’ll get the phone call about my great grandma. All the drama my family has already made and all the drama that they’re going to make.
And this is just the beginning. I’m just putting myself in the right mindset to deal with all of it. It’ll be ok. But it’s going to get worse before it gets better. But it’ll be ok.